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0 comments :: Friday, May 30, 2003 ::

I'm sure you've all heard me talk about this Rachael girl from Castle, so I don't need to remind you of that. Anyway, some of you probably know about Andrea too. Andrea and I went on two dates together. Once to see View from the Top, and once to Walther's. They were fun dates, but I realized that she is a good friend, but I don't think of her as anything more. I hadn't told her that, and she and I had seen eachother a few times since but I am not one to be good at confrontations. Anyway, I'm getting excited and ansy about the whole Rachael thing and then out of the blue last night, Andrea called me. She asked me if I'd want to see a movie, and I did want to see a movie, so we went to see Bruce Almighty. It was a cute movie, but that's not important right now. Anyway, after the movie I gathered all my guts together and was able to tell her that Heather (an awesome friend of mine) wanted to introduce me to a friend of hers. That is somewhat true, although I've already been introduced to her by Heather. Andrea said it's ok and I should meet her. I feel bad though. I've never been in the situation where I am the one who doesn't want to have a commitment to someone. I feel bad not because I had to tell her that, but that saying it hasn't made me feel bad. I feel like doing that should hurt me, but it didn't. Not very much anyway. Because of that, my lack of regret, I feel bad. It doesn't make much sense to me, but I hope it will eventually. Felicia (another awesome friend of mine) called me today from work. She's been trying to get ahold of Rachael for me (since I have a phobia of phones and can't call anyone except my own house and Josh, not sure why I can call Josh). She said Rachael's house had a busy signal all day, or nobody answered the other times. She also informed me that I am getting another promotion at work. Apparently the newest schedule (that came out today) has me pitted to get trained on doorman. Kinda excited about that, I like promotions.
:: Tim 5:17 PM [+] ::